[kiasusam]

It was 6:24pm. It was still way too early to fetch Kate.

“It’s still early lei. What to do now?” I asked Faith who was sitting on the bed in her lingerie still texting.

“Come lie down here,” she said, patting on her thigh, positioning herself to give me more space and added, “I have a secret to tell you.”

Raising my eyebrow, I walked towards her and sat down beside her, I asked, “What is it?”

“I said lie down,” she whined.

“I’m fine here la. What is it?” I replied, feeling rather odd to rest my head on her thigh. I did not want to be too close to her with the guilt all over me.

“I’m not gonna say if you are not going to lie down,” she said and continued with her texting.

“Ok ok,” I surrendered, lying down on the bed, resting my head on her thigh as she put away her phone.

Looking at her and she looking down at me, her chest looked rather nice from that angle. “Focus Patrick, FOCUS!” I thought to myself. Believing if I let my mind to go astray again, I would be guilty again and this time on the double.

“Alright, what is it? Can say already or not?” I asked.

“Ok,” placing her hand on my forehead, stroking it and the other on my chest, “you see, you don’t have to be so worried. You felt that you betrayed your wife right? But I can tell you don’t be.”

“How not to be?? We are doing things behind her back, Faith. She is my wife and your good friend,” I said and became a little agitated after hearing her so-called secret, I sat up.

“Aiyoh, I say lie down!” She said, pointing at her lap and added, “let me finish la.”

I lay back on her thigh again, panting a little after the little agitation.

“No need to worry, why? Because on Saturday in the baby room, we talked about something else too.” Faith said and paused.

“…what is it?” I asked, looking even more curious.

“Ermmm…how to put it,” Faith continued, feeling her lips with her finger and said, “I did ask her permission to have sex with you that day…no, no, no wrong. OK, let me rephrase. She agreed that I can have sex with you after her that night.”

My brain felt like a 0.1GHZ computer processing that few sentence that had just came out of Faith’s mouth, processing very slowly but in the end still could not understand. I was frowning, my mouth was opened, my eyes were looking straight into hers and I just could not find words to speak out. I was speechless.

“Ok ok. I’ll explain again. That night after we agreed on threesome, Kate asked me if I ever felt lonely. Well, I told her of course, I’m a woman with needs. Then she asked how do I ease myself. This I’ll tell you some other day or perhaps show you, hehehe. The most important thing is that I did ask if she minds sharing her husband with me. No string attached. Well, she did pause a little but in the end she say if just for lust she is fine.” Faith said with a huge smile on her face.

Upon hearing this, I sat up and still having the speechless face.

“What??” I finally asked in my high pitch voice like a dolphin and added, “so you mean, my wife knows we are having sex now??”

“No la, she doesn’t know.”

“That doesn’t mean anything what, Faith. Most probably she was agreeing to a threesome but not like now. We are doing it behind her lei. She doesn’t know. We are cheating on her!”

“Well, if I ask she will definitely agree. She is my good friend. We are just doing it just for the lust. I’m fine with it.”

“If you are doing it just for lust, then why did you nod your head in the car when I say you felt sad because you are emotional clinched to me??” I asked frantically. I could not believe my wife actually does not mind sharing her husband with her good friend.

“I am a little emotionally clinched to you but that doesn’t mean love what. Love is something bigger. But I can’t guarantee it will not develop to love la. Hahaha.” Faith said and continued, “sorry la, you know me for like how long? 15 years? You should know me. I’m a happy go lucky kinda person.”

I do not deny that Faith’s secret did ease my worries a little. However, I still could not believe my wife actually agreed to share her husband with her good friend. This is a little too much to take. Who would do such a thing?

“Are you making this up to make me feel better? Because if you are, you better tell me now hor.” I said to her and gave her a suspecting look, and added, “By the way, it has been 18 years, not 15.”

“Aiyah, whatever la but I swear it happened lo. The only problem is I do not know how serious was she. But I can tell you, she loves me and I love her. We are willing to do anything for each other. That’s how strong our bonds are. I wanted to tell you just now but you wouldn’t let me.” Faith said before adding, “ok la, tell you another secret. Remember the first time we did it in your old house? Actually…”

“No la no la, don’t tell me another secret la. I don’t even know if I can believe your secret. How can someone have so many secrets in 1 day?” I said and stood up looking for my jeans and shirt.

“Even if you don’t want to listen, I’ll still say.” I started to wear my jeans and Faith continued, “Actually I did ask Kate before coming to your house. She agreed then we plot the 3 legs majong, hahaha.”

“What?? Why…why do you need to do that??” I raised my voice a little. I think my mind was going to burst with all the secrets and started to get exhausted, mentally.

“Fun mah, hahaha. And then Kate was too embarrassed to ask you alone and she wanted me to ask. So I suggested the plot lo, hahaha.” Faith said and laughing away.

My jeans were half way up my legs and I just stood there, stroking my forehead with my hands and down my cheeks, dragging it downwards. I was going crazy. It was not a bad thing but the thought of being manipulated by these 2 chicks made me feel like a stupid idoit.

“Who else knows about this? Serene? Donna?” I asked suddenly with the thought popped into my head.

“Hahahaha…nobody la!” Faith replied.

I know she was hiding something. Perhaps even Irene knew about it before she passed on. Till today she still insisted nobody else knows. It is not a bad thing to know my wife actually doesn’t mind sharing her husband with other woman, especially someone of Faith’s category. I was rather pleased with the news but the manipulations were making me feel very small. However, the genuineness of the news was still doubtful. So I decided give it a test and Faith agreed.

I gave Kate a message using Faith’s phone.