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Originally Posted by lucaslegend
I suspect every guy will have the one ex they wish they are still together with…
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If the clock turned back for me to stop my stupidity, I would still choose to be stupid and fuck it up.
My girl now is not the best, nor the 2nd or the 3rd I have had in all aspects of being a gf.
My girl now is also the dumbest of all, sticking with me through upheavals, and I do mean upheavals, in my life. And we both know she can have a better life if she was not with me.
Now that things are better for me, for us, feels like a betrayal if I think of being with someone else.
Ok.
I do miss my 2nd gf.
I was her first guy. A timid by nature girl, but curious and very submissive and willing on sex.
Once when I did doggy on her, I rubbed her anus and wondered aloud if it could be entered(I was still very young then, not sexually knowledgeable) She responded as Yes, I can do her there if that is what I want.(did not happen tho, being still sexually green)
There were other stuff. Yeah, but I do miss her and think of her, as well as my previous gf.
And back to now.
What I have now may not be the best.
But I will always pick her over the rest.