[atom_nova]

Bro, similar experience as you. Currently trying to forget about her and spend time with family. Deep down you know you won't give up your family for her, and all the emotions, able to click, being each other soul mate thingy is just too late, timing just isn't right.

The only thing, only correct thing, is just to focus on your family and try to forget/ bury your feelings away. Its not easy but still have to do it. I'm in the same phase right now. All the best brother!