[Zeelova]

The pain of separation and not meeting him as often as I can is real. Often times I wished we had never met.

We both have cross the boundaries and we know even if we were to end, it's going to be painful for both of us.

We had made plans last week and this week but fate rendered otherwise.

My heart beats with anxiety and I have now are snippets of our conversations - read and reread keeping my lonely heart company as I smiled to those wonderful time with him.

I have no more tears left.

We both miss each other very much and like he said - we both trying our best.

Let's hope there will be something coming up for us soon.

The heart wants what it wants.

For now - let's write something else - any ideas anyone? To keep me occupied and you people insanely horny for more?