Trying to not come back

[Neal]

Hi guys,
I know I might be criticized and all. But I have been constantly on the sidelines of this site for a year now.
Long story short,
I used to chiong for 2 years straight, everytime i chiong, I feel shiok I conquered a pretty girl, or a pussy.
Then I will regret that I might get STD.
So 2 year ago, I stopped entirely.
Because.
If scare, then don't play.

Now I have a girlfriend, for 2 years already.
I constantly find myself picturing pornstars to cum when having sex with her.
She's not ugly, she's quite pretty too.
Then I keep having this urge to want to fuck new girls, to conquer them.
But I don't do it because I don't want to get STD, I scare, so I don't play.

But I'm constantly back and forth, back and forth. Always looking for an excuse online "wah this girl damn pretty, must fuck."
Then I think of STD, and backdown. because I don't want her to get it either.

Is this normal?
I should just be a man and say, fuck it. No. No more coming back. And think about something else.

[centaurp]

I think it's normal bro. I used to chiong a lot 3 years ago as well and I was just like you at that time.
For me I was in it for the thrill of new experience and conquer. The fear for STD was there however eventually it was suppressed with every fuck.

Good luck to your effort, you are a good man when you think of your girl friend and want to protect her. I'm just not sure if just the fear for STD alone can help u because most of the time it is overcome by the thought that playing safe can minimize risk. I think you will stop when you realize how cheap the thrill is and how high you are above the urge, when you can say "I'm much better than this". It takes time to realize that those feelings are just chemicals playing in your body and direct those urges into pleasing your gf. Till then, you will have to fight with it everyday

[leekwantew]

Try NoFap bro (just google it)

If you love your GF, nothing chiong related is worth it

[GoCycling]

Go for cycling instead of bonking. It help

[Tab4S]

Originally Posted by GoCycling

Go for cycling instead of bonking. It help

Agree, very healthy sport

[GoCycling]

Do you like cycling?

Originally Posted by Tab4S

Agree, very healthy sport

[squiggle]

If your gf got give you regular sex, then you better quit all the commercial sex stuff. If she only want to have sex after marriage, then continue go out and fk with NSA. Nobody will blame you for this.

[ToyotaVios2003]

TS

You can rent a Toyota Vios to drive U/G and earn extra money

[Amyyap]

many story in sbf ...

[ff11]

Dont ruin your relationship just for a 30 min bonk. Not worth it.

[juststray]

It can be an addition. Do seek for medical consultation if you need to.

[sta1100]

Originally Posted by Neal

Hi guys,
I know I might be criticized and all. But I have been constantly on the sidelines of this site for a year now.
Long story short,
I used to chiong for 2 years straight, everytime i chiong, I feel shiok I conquered a pretty girl, or a pussy.
Then I will regret that I might get STD.
So 2 year ago, I stopped entirely.
Because.
If scare, then don't play.

Now I have a girlfriend, for 2 years already.
I constantly find myself picturing pornstars to cum when having sex with her.
She's not ugly, she's quite pretty too.
Then I keep having this urge to want to fuck new girls, to conquer them.
But I don't do it because I don't want to get STD, I scare, so I don't play.

But I'm constantly back and forth, back and forth. Always looking for an excuse online "wah this girl damn pretty, must fuck."
Then I think of STD, and backdown. because I don't want her to get it either.

Is this normal?
I should just be a man and say, fuck it. No. No more coming back. And think about something else.

bro now everything still nee yu worry about this & that after yu settle down she don't give yu or yu get tired yu will look for outsource trust me.

[SengkangMRT]

TS

If you chiong you have less money so you take MRT. If you don't chiong you have more money to take taxi

[minicheque]

Originally Posted by SengkangMRT

TS

If you chiong you have less money so you take MRT. If you don't chiong you have more money to take taxi

Very logical bro!

[Neal]

Originally Posted by centaurp

I think it's normal bro. I used to chiong a lot 3 years ago as well and I was just like you at that time.
For me I was in it for the thrill of new experience and conquer. The fear for STD was there however eventually it was suppressed with every fuck.

Good luck to your effort, you are a good man when you think of your girl friend and want to protect her. I'm just not sure if just the fear for STD alone can help u because most of the time it is overcome by the thought that playing safe can minimize risk. I think you will stop when you realize how cheap the thrill is and how high you are above the urge, when you can say "I'm much better than this". It takes time to realize that those feelings are just chemicals playing in your body and direct those urges into pleasing your gf. Till then, you will have to fight with it everyday

Thank you bro!
I think I just lacked the words to describe how I feel.
"I am much better than this."
I AM MUCH BETTER THAN THIS!

Truth is, I know how cheap the thrill is, one night stand a few times, nothing compares to having a real relationship sex.
There is no such thing as playing safe. I played very safe a few times, but I realize I'm just kidding myself. Wear condom, but piak also will hit the base of my dick, then herpes will kna if the girl has herps.

Yeah I realize it's just chemicals in my body.

I'll just dismiss this with " I am much better than this."
Watch some nice JAV porn. Till this day, after chionging for 3 years plus also, I have only banged one chinese which is damn chio, but the sex was damn mechanical.
Even damn chio also not chio enough then JAV actress. So I will just buy tenga and "fuck JAV actress". HAHAHA.

Thank you everyone! I have since emerged from the darkness again. There may come a day where I might be tempted, and when that day comes.
"I am much better than this."