guilty and regret

[Henney]

Fellow Bros..

I feel regret, kindly share some views.. thanks.. this is my life, my true story

I have always been a studios type of person.. keep on studying and studying.. until i entered a local uni.. so far only had 1 girlfriend before and broke up after 2 years..

this year i started bonking.. from april to august, 12 weeks, every week 3 time bonking.. try every stable in sbf dome 2.. i think i always face books and seldom face this type of thing, thats why so crazy..

now i just took a break for 1 month away from bonking.. I feel more stable now, not like that time addicted keep bonking.. but i suddenly feel regret.. in my mind i often ask myself why must i do this type of thing.. i have my family and my mother who looked after me since young.. took good care of me.. and i come outside to fuck china cheebye.. fuck dirty china chao chee bye.. honestly,i feel deep regret.. i know the only way for me to move on with my life is to forget this episode and quickly find a girlfriend now.

even i find a girlfriend in future, the guilt will still be in me because i know there are some things i can never tell her.. i can never be open and truthful to her about things like bonking.. and the fact i stick my dick into so many china cheebye..

right now, i have managed to stop bonking for 1 month plus.. i believe its time i stop all this shit and try my best to forget this fuckup bonking.. i have gone to DSC to check for any fuckup STDs so that i can carry on with life and live with a peace of mind... and i am glad i am totally fine.. but the guilt in me will always be there..

[Jumpstack]

Good for,you bro..just look forward in life...keep these,as,reminders but dont dwell on it that it may affect ur self-esteem..be grateful that you've been given this opportunity to move on in life and start afresh....gd luck bro

[laserbabes1]

Originally Posted by Henney

Fellow Bros..

I feel regret, kindly share some views.. thanks.. this is my life, my true story

I have always been a studios type of person.. keep on studying and studying.. until i entered a local uni.. so far only had 1 girlfriend before and broke up after 2 years..

this year i started bonking.. from april to august, 12 weeks, every week 3 time bonking.. try every stable in sbf dome 2.. i think i always face books and seldom face this type of thing, thats why so crazy..

now i just took a break for 1 month away from bonking.. I feel more stable now, not like that time addicted keep bonking.. but i suddenly feel regret.. in my mind i often ask myself why must i do this type of thing.. i have my family and my mother who looked after me since young.. took good care of me.. and i come outside to fuck china cheebye.. fuck dirty china chao chee bye.. honestly,i feel deep regret.. i know the only way for me to move on with my life is to forget this episode and quickly find a girlfriend now.

even i find a girlfriend in future, the guilt will still be in me because i know there are some things i can never tell her.. i can never be open and truthful to her about things like bonking.. and the fact i stick my dick into so many china cheebye..

right now, i have managed to stop bonking for 1 month plus.. i believe its time i stop all this shit and try my best to forget this fuckup bonking.. i have gone to DSC to check for any fuckup STDs so that i can carry on with life and live with a peace of mind... and i am glad i am totally fine.. but the guilt in me will always be there..

with so many china pussy, I am sure you have high chance to contact STDs. Good luck

[Metropoly2012]

I can asure you that, you will recounting it sooner or later.

Life short play hard, but play safe.

[Big Sexy]

i dont see what is so wrong with you screwing the gals
everyone has their sexual needs..especially someone your age..
prostitution is the oldest trade..ffs
and you dont have a girlfriend , do you?
or did u rape them or ran off without paying after the screw?

Originally Posted by Henney

. but the guilt in me will always be there..

[sane]

Everybody will have their outrageous wild days, it makes part of our youth n memories, no room for regret,juz move on

[Clandestined]

Live it. Enjoy it. But be safe. If you're not hurting others, like mom and girlfriend or work, then enjoy! Guilt comes from some experience or usually childhood beliefs that were pounded into your head. You will either have to stop worrying and start enjoying every bonk to its fullest (and dirty nasty bonking with prostitutes can be VERY exciting), or stop it and see a psychiatrist to confront your cause of deep guilt.

If no fun, don't do it. But damn now I think I need to get some nasty bonking today too!

[vinnieboy]

in life, we must try very very hard to define the fine line between the needs and wants. I need to release my sex urge. I want to engage a hooker, keep a mistress, etc.

Humans are classified as "mammal" except we have a brain that is so much powerful than all other animals that are classified as Mammal. If you wiki "mammal", you will see what are those animals. If you watch Nat Geo Wild or Animal Planets on cable, when animals get horny, they will just choose any opposite sex to mate.

So sometime, we Humans will have this sort of practice - cannot blame. Some of us usually ladies can self contain this better (than mens). For guys, he will eventually given up (urge overcome his mind, mind 'lose the battle') and let loose (shoot first & see how later).

It will only stop once the wake-up call called upon you and after that we are in a better control to define what the real needs and wants & also its consequences.

[shiokpleasure]

After fucking then u come here to kpkb. U seriously got issues bro.

U wanna move on, just go. Still come here post for what? You want us to pat you on your back? Go find your validation elsewhere Buddy, definitely not here.

If it helps, try moving overseas for a few years.

Remember to put sbf under your blocked list. Don't watch porno either.

[PeaceWithin]

Bro... i come from the university of tough love... You have 3 options:

Grow up, Man up or Shut up. Pick one and you'll be fine.

[FilipMixcpl]

There is nothing call REGRET in life. Everyone have their Urge at times bro. Let it go and enjoy your life ahead. Cheer

[alan10]

Bro, there is nothing much to regret, just tell yourself at least u realized after a few mths of non-stop screwing. Probably spent lots of $$$ too...

Just find some other activities as well - sports, learn something, take up a course, etc. Of course good to find a gf too. It will provide u some stability.

Just move on from here!

[puggy]

Support you bro. Regret is hard to get rid off. To make things easier, you shoould just delete your SBF account too. Stay away from the temptations!!! Hahaha....

[Shadow_warrior]

Why regret?

dont take it so seriously

business transaction, willing buyer willing seller. nothing wrong.

[dantes inferno]

lol. not attached then guilty for what. aiyoh. go confess to someone else lah. come to sex forum confess and expect what, pity?
wait long long lah...